Why I no be social!


I would rather hover around in my room listening to some awesome music and just be myself and be stupid! Rather than being all put together and display fake smiles all over the place.

And to be honest, I would love to vomit it on a social networking site" Hey! I ain't coming to any aunty or uncles 50th birthday or 5th death anniversary and so on....but I am an Indian and I should behave like one, so I plunge into my alter ego and jus behave...."Hello! can I please take the dishes away", I am just waiting and watching when your last bite is over and when  I can take that plate over from you... you see I am an Indian girl, born to do all this social crap!

I may sound a lil rude ( I don't hate it all that much, but it’s just my anti-social nature).
But I come from a Sindhi community, where gathering means a fortunate event where people just want to drink ...and drink!

I would jump of a cliff, had I been a socialite. Now imagine sitting lonesome in a room, in a loose tee in a complete Jhaalla halat. Reading an awesome book, some great music playing in the background, with the television running for no reason absolutely! The laptop lying upside down beside you, and time and again you log into fb ...check updates, laugh ....don't give a fuck....give a fuck and comment and go back to your state of Nirvana!

Ahh so sorted life sounds! I never mind the one-in-a-way gatherings thou....that's when my anti-social evil insides subsides and takes a back seat...;)

They r fun coz you don't know a shit of what is happening around! Everything sounds new to you, and there is so much happened in people’s life, that you can have a story written in back of your head after the gatheing! And plus you can react so much, "wow! Really! I didn't know...awwww....really awwww....shit awwwww........so cute.....awwww!" And then suddenly out of nowhere, since I am married, this one will come at me time and again...

So when do u plan a baby?? My reaction...”hehe! depends, its destiny”....(well, I really think it is to some extent...since I believe in destiny and karma and stuff)And the person just laughs slyly( hah! U dimwit....when did sperm insertion become destiny?)



Nevertheless, I am bored of writing now...but I wish someday I just fall in love with these gatherings...they aren't so bad or dull ( contradicting myself), but I am just a self-obsessed loner, too happy in my shell and probably also a wee bit shy to meet a bunch of new tribes everyday ;)

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